Is it over? I can t say don t look back Your escape left me scars your revenge I give sickness I give pain what you deserve I fight with you I fight with me are we dead Your love is killing me Your pain makes live Your hate makes me real Your love is killing me Your lies are truth to me No will to survive endless misery Self destruction the only path salvation Makes me wonder makes me cry your absence I love to suffer by your side I need you Makes me wonder makes me die your absence Your love is killing me Your pain makes live Your hate makes me real Your love is killing me

They only telling lies and we are sentenced to die You will never have your rights they kill you just to save their life You stand here with me in a ground we will never leave We don t care what s coming next I will kill them if ai have a chance Open your arms what you have emptiness Open your mind what is inside despair Follow that blood trail the answer is over there Don t be afraid You are with me an inner fear we don t need Follow that blood trail 1000 of them are over there

Don t tell me I have changed I just stopped dealing with you You promised to take care I promised nothing More than I deserve Why am I such a fool Tears are your words I cried a lot for you My days are broken Pain and death are a part of me It s not the tears that measure the pain Sometimes it s the smile we fake Hide it in your eyes Hide it in your smile You decide Keep it all inside and destroy me So here I am Slowly drifting away from you And every time I miss I will remember how much you don t You will get annoyed by me You will get bored of me You will stop talking to me You will leave eventually I m often silent when I m screaming inside

Do the thing you fear And continue to do In the end we regret The chances we didn t take Fear is not real Can exist in our thoughts Product of imagination Causing us to fear things Use fear the wai it uses you Stopping yourself From taking risks You think you played Who ended up losing You are not scared of the dark You are scared of what is in it You are not afraid of heights You are afraid of falling Fears don t stop death They stop life Fear is used to control you Kill you excuses and stop doubting yourself Kill you excuses and stop doubting yourself Fear is not real Can exist in our thoughts Product of imagination Causing us to fear things Use fear the way it uses you Stopping yourself From taking risks You think you played Who ended up losing

I m always there I did as you said Never reach the end I m on my way And I never found you And I believed in you I don t know where to go I don t have where to go I never felt so alone I can see you In my dreams There is something wrong Never felt so cold Now you are above I can feel it Now when I am down Now when I am cold I don t have where to go I can t see you

Fuck it all No one cares Fuck it all No one cares I will be there on my time I will be there for your sins

They came they took everything All I have so much hate in me Stand alone against all time for me This shit gone too far I have to end this This shit gone too far I have to kill this My hate what is left Do you know how it feels to be afraid I will take what is mine back again You ll be dead by my hand I swear Stand alone against all again With my hate I will never fail This shit gone too far I have to end this This shit gone too far I have to kill this My hate what is left

I am crawling to touch You You are far away My weakness become your strenght I am loosing You I can feel my end coming to You are far away Find a place where I can lay Find a place where I can stay Find a place where I can love Find someone to hold on You have gone from my life And I still wonder why You have gone from my life Find me now a place, a place to die I am feeling so small When I m in front of You If You go deeper You ll find more Everything so real Your hands nails in my soul please take me with You I can feel my end coming to You are far away

Welcome to this nightmare When all are the same No asking why does it hurt No one is here and nothing to believe It starts with burning inside And then will eat you alive It will kill your mind Feelings you cannot hide You re asking yourself why You re trying so hard to die You re asking again why Why it burns inside The night comes again Darkness your only friend Lying alone in your bed Thoughts are driving you insane Why does it hurt? The sky was mine what I had made it yours I cry and I cry I am all alone No one is here no one can hear on one sees inside me I try to tell I try to show I try and I fail To your eyes to your soul I try and I fail

Time heals nothing Teaches us how to live It has been said Time heals all wounds It s not the darkness in my heart Just waiting for the sun When You left You take so much How can ti be so heavy When silence is full of answers I can t describe what is inside And then it hits me Are You happy now That You ve brought me down Now I can leave easily The absence of something Is the heaviest to carry No place where I can hide Confidence is silent Insecurities are loud The feeling when you re not sad You just feel empty I would never imagine I would become so fucking empty

Living in a nigthmare As the day go by A defeaning silence Rings like a bell in my mind No one s there Can t find peace I am bleeding Can t find peace Where ever I go Can t find peace only sorrow War with your demons As the day go by 1000 screams You can hear mine They took me away I can t live without you

Day by day and the rage is still growing up to you I accept my fate there is nothing I can do Be yourself what you said But there is no time for me No time to make things as they used to be I accept my fate there is nothing left to change What I said what you said Things we can t forget (only lies) What I see what You see Things we will never regret(for a last time) Be there be here everywhere I am not myself(try to change) The hell I am in I can t reborn Sick of this life Can t decide either live or die Sick of you disgust You were the one that I trust No one to see no one is here to believe Anger inside feelings I cannot hide Anger inside all I want is to die You spit in my face You send me to my grave My love turn to hate I will end the old days My wish my dreams You burned me and walk away Your flames my fear That s why I stuck on this You hide your side Things I will never know Anger inside the truth you tried to hide My love turn to hate All the things I will never say What I said what you said Things we can t forget (only lies) What I see what You see Things we will never regret(for a last time) Be there be here everywhere I am not myself(try to change) The hell I am in I can t reborn Sick of this life Can t decide either live or die Sick of you disgust You were the one that I trust No one to see no one is here to believe Anger inside feelings I cannot hide Anger inside all I want is to die You spit in my face You send me to my grave

Now I see what you ve done to me Now I hear what you said to me Now I feel dead inside me Why can t you see I m half of me Show me a way how will I get rid of me Your hands are killing me Your eyes are staring me Crawl crawl in front of you Begging begging for my soul The coffin is closed I can feel the dirt covering my soul No one is here to cry for me No one will remember me

When the time has come to face our fears All these times all these years Building ladders just to climb and fall down again Seeking the truth in this pile of lies All this hate never dies Dying in our own sleep Lying to ourselves just to hear these Dying screams Silent I can t hear a single thing Building boxes just to live in them and we call em home A human souls never dies Race the clock time flies Building feelings just to see that We are not dead and gone Dying in our own sleep Lying to ourselves just to hear these Dying screams Silent I can t hear a single thing

We are far away Our ways separate Living in the night Looking for the light But I can t find A way to guide me right Wish I would Wish I could More pain It s moving real fast In the shadows something comes I m waiting for You to come Please don t be late Another pain I can t take Please come don t be afraid Everything has changed See me now I have changed The dark is gone The lights are on See me now I have changed

I came to you one night Heaven in my arms Your face shown that night A feeling of joy filled my heart Words words so true I believed in you The meaning that I have lost I found it on you And now you re gone I am on my own I believed in you Alone in my room Thinking of you Lost again in my thoughts They won t come true Nothing leads me to you I can t stand again I m living in my own hell I believed in you I believed in you

I am hurt I am alone I am depressed All because of You I would rather die In misery and pain Then take you back I fucking hate you Can't exist without fear Thoughts of losing doesn't care Silence is not weakness The beginning of my revenge It happens and you see it all the time That doesn't make it right I feel like waiting on something That isn't going to happen I understand what I become Not smart enough not good enough Why does always rain on me I will be alright just not today One day this pain will make sense to you One day this pain will break you I am slowly slowly giving up I am so tired of everything right now I will not lie i will admit Yes I am still sad about the way we split