Built In Distrust

by Emperor Of Myself

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Released by Goetic Records 7 January 2015 on CD
www.goeticrecords.com/releases.html

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released 07 January 2015

Recorded at Empire Studio September-November 2014
Dimitris Polizos-Vocals,guitar, bass
Alex Polizos-Drums,vocals
Nick Georgiou-Guitar,programming

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Track Name: Dead Time
(music:A.Polizos,D.Polizos)
(lyrics:A.Polizos)

Gime me more of your sickness
In the dark it s less painless
Forever in my dreams
Same spirit energy i feel
It s time to face the truth
He wants ME not You
All the lights are flickering
It s Dead Time and the portal is opening

Come to me - I wanna see
I wanna see the face
Of this demon in my place
Come to me - Talk to me
I wanna see you
Speak your name and come through - ME!

My body starts to burning
My heart stops beating
They control my inner me
They trying to speak through me
Close my eyes to this nightmare
Holy water isn t working
All the lights are flickering
It s Dead Time and the portal is opening
Track Name: Comfort In Times Of Hurt
(music&lyrics:D.Polizos)

Why do you hurt me all the time
Why do I have to hear your lies
Why do we have to pay this price
Why do I have to be so sad
Why do you have to be so bad
Why don t you change your ways
Why I can t see another day
Why I can t be like you
Why I can t kill you

In these times ,times of hurt
I know I will find a way
In hard times ,times of pain
I know how to kill my pain
In these times ,times of hurt
I know I will find a way
Your death comforts in times of hurt

Never ending pain and misery
Feelings only for one to feel
Endless fear inside my heart
You only have hate in your heart
You kill me every day
And you will never stop
You kill me every day
But you will never stop

For you - I can t see another day
For you- I tried to do my best
For you- I can t see another day
For you- I killed myself
For me- I will kill you for myself
Track Name: Left To Rust
(music D.Polizos,A.Polizos)
(lyrics:D.Polizos)

In this silence all I hear is cry
I woke up in the middle of this lie
I can t remember how much time has passed
I was left ,left here to rust
And you you envy me
For all the things you cannot be
And you you envy me
For all the things you cannot kill

Can you remember the words you once said
Here is the place when all started and here it will end
We found this land built here to last
But I was left alone left here to rust

Rust become all that I see
You have gone there is only me
In this silence now I hear my cry
I can t believe I m living in this lie
My soul covered with rust
What you built ,built in distrust
My soul covered with rust
Track Name: Unknown Seas
(music&lyrics:D.Polizos)

I have everything that you looking for
I am the one that you will come to
In one day what made you become a lie
What happened to our dreams and our life

We sail for unknown seas
We can t even share our dreams
We are living broken dreams
Only hatred we can feel
We sail for unknown seas
We can t even share our dreams

Another day and you are far away
Another day endless pain
What makes you feel this way
How I wish this could be a lie
This lie makes me want to die
Track Name: Blackened Light
(music:D.Polizos,N.Georgiou)
(lyrics:D.Polizos)

The words you once said
There is no pain
The words you forgot
Still the same
I see you far away
And it breaks me
Your ghost in my room
Come and feel me
I tried to talk to you
No one hears me
Insanity hits inside
What am I becoming


Close your eyes what do you see
If I am there come to me
Close your eyes what do you see
A blackened light shines for me


I fought it as I could
Nothing happened
I tried to change it all
Nothing happened
Nothing left for me to do
Now I am dying
This is final day with you
More tears
Memories I can recall
They never coming
Track Name: Still Divided
(music:D.Polizos,N.Georgiou)
(lyrics:D.Polizos)

Another day I can't see your flame
When you had enough
Another day I can't hear my name
If I scream you will not hear me
Left me in a hole all alone
I am trying so hard to save us
Left me in a hole all alone
You're trying so hard to kill us

Listen to me and follow my lead
For one time in your life
Listen to me divided we can't stand
For the rest of our life

I can't breathe I can't live
Can you see I'm not eternity
Living with fear of being alone
Track Name: Can t Find Peace
(music:D.Polizos,N Georgiou)
(lyrics:D.Polizos)

Living in a nigthmare
As the day go by
A defeaning silence
Rings like a bell in my mind
No one s there

Can t find peace
I am bleeding
Can t find peace
Where ever I go
Can t find peace only sorrow

War with your demons
As the day go by
1000 screams
You can hear mine
They took me away
I can t live without you
Track Name: Forever Down
(music:D.Polizos,A.Polizos)
(lyrics:D.Polizos)

I m always there
I did as you said
Never reach the end
I m on my way
And I never found you
And I believed in you
I don t know where to go
I don t have where to go
I never felt so alone
I can see you
In my dreams

There is something wrong
Never felt so cold
Now you are above
I can feel it
Now when I am down
Now when I am cold
I don t have where to go
I can t see you
Track Name: Never Said Goodbye
(music&lyrics:D.Polizos)

Can you hear my cries
You never said goodbye
Forgotten in time
You never said goodbye
I m sinking in this night
You will never come again
Left me in this life
You never said goodbye