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Tantrum

by Emperor Of Myself

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1.
Sometimes the worst place You can be is in your head Even in the darkest time You must always see a light Sick of crying tired of trying And inside I m dying Stop pretending that you care I push people away Nobody is superior and no one is equal There are wounds that never show That are deeper and more Hard to answer the question what is wrong It is even worse You can t win this war You need a fake smile To hide an injured soul They will never understand The hell you feel inside You are not a person anymore Change your thoughts And you will change your world Nobody is superior and no one is equal There are wounds that never show That are deeper and more Hard to answer the question what is wrong It is even worse You can t win this war
2.
You are the only cure to my sadness Even though you are the ones who caused it No one notices my tears No one notices my pain Everyone notices my mistakes I traced the pain to find the source When memories hit make me bleed It hurts like hell I never knew how could I feel so much pain One day I realize I will never see you again Sorry for being like this such a failure When memοries hit I can t live another day For a moment I was getting better For a moment I was feeling good For a moment I wanted to live And in a moment I lost it all again When memories hit make me bleed It hurts like hell I never knew how could I feel so much pain One day I realize I will never see you again Sorry for being like this such a failure When memοries hit I can t live another day
3.
It is both a blessing and a curse To feel everything so very deeply Kind words cost nothing You will never understand The hell I feel inside Just can t get you off my mind And why would even try? I turned out to be a horrible person No one to blame but myself No one to depend I you could read my mind You would be in tears Silence means I am tired of fighting This illness took my mind I spent my days crying You and you sad smiles Stay with me until I learn Until I learn to understand When you learn to cry Fails to confuse me It is hard to say goodbye Until I learn how to die You will never understand The hell I feel inside Just can t get you off my mind And why would even try? I turned out to be a horrible person No one to blame but myself No one to depend If you could read my mind You would be in tears Silence means I am tired of fighting
4.
I don t chase anymore You want to leave there s the door I don t waste my words What I can say is nothing at all It was my fault For believing your every word You stabbed me then pretend You were the one who was bleeding Something I learned if they do it once they will do it again The memories well in my eyes The pain hollows my chest A beautiful life is what you promised A living hell is what I am left Words are easy to say But emotions betray I have to accept some people are shitty humans I have lost hope in you I have lost hope in me I no longer feel free The future is fading out just out of reach Here I am again feeling I m not wanted You stabbed me then pretend You were the one who was bleeding Something I learned if they do it once they will do it again The memories well in my eyes The pain hollows my chest A beautiful life is what you promised A living hell is what I am left Words are easy to say But emotions betray
5.
I am hurt I am alone I am depressed All because of You I would rather die In misery and pain Then take you back I fucking hate you Can't exist without fear Thoughts of losing doesn't care Silence is not weakness The beginning of my revenge It happens and you see it all the time That doesn't make it right I feel like waiting on something That isn't going to happen I understand what I become Not smart enough not good enough Why does always rain on me I will be alright just not today One day this pain will make sense to you One day this pain will break you I am slowly slowly giving up I am so tired of everything right now I will not lie i will admit Yes I am still sad about the way we split
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Wrong World 04:00
Everything is wrong Entire world is wrong I m stuck in the middle of it I don t even know What I feel anymore A big emptiness Will never be filled I m just here I m tired of crying I m tired of being sad I m tired of pretending I m tired of feeling stuck I m tired of missing things I m tired of being angry I m tired of feeling empty inside I m tired of wishing I could start all over Like I m here but I don t Someone cares but they don t There s a voice inside of you Whispers all day long No teacher ,preacher ,parent Or wise man can decide What is right for you A voice that speaks inside I know how I feel I m sad but I smile I know how I feel That s my life I m tired of crying I m tired of being sad I m tired of pretending I m tired of feeling stuck I m tired of missing things I m tired of being angry I m tired of feeling empty inside I m tired of wishing I could start all over
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People change love hurts and leaving Breathing and suffocating at the same time What you see what you feel Things go wrong so wrong There comes a time I m going anywhere There comes a time I won t leave There comes a time When I go inside There comes a time When I am alone There comes a time There is something broken There comes a time I wish I could kill myself I don t think that you can save me I don t think that you can break me I don t mind walking beside you I need to let go My demons tell you stories They sit upon your shoulders They crouch beside your bed Things go wrong There comes a time I m going anywhere There comes a time I won t leave There comes a time When I go inside There comes a time When I am alone There comes a time There is something broken There comes a time I wish I could kill myself
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Do the thing you fear And continue to do In the end we regret The chances we didn t take Fear is not real Can exist in our thoughts Product of imagination Causing us to fear things Use fear the wai it uses you Stopping yourself From taking risks You think you played Who ended up losing You are not scared of the dark You are scared of what is in it You are not afraid of heights You are afraid of falling Fears don t stop death They stop life Fear is used to control you Kill you excuses and stop doubting yourself Kill you excuses and stop doubting yourself Fear is not real Can exist in our thoughts Product of imagination Causing us to fear things Use fear the way it uses you Stopping yourself From taking risks You think you played Who ended up losing

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released July 16, 2021

Recorded at Empire Studio May-June 2021
Produced mixed and mastered by Alex Polizos
All songs written by Emperor Of Myself

Alex Polizos - Drums, bass
Dimitris Polizos - Guitars,vocals

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Emperor Of Myself Athens, Greece

Formed in 2006 as one man band. Dimitris was writing music with the help of his brother Alex on programming the drums. Alex was busy writing his own punk rock music when the offer came to be the main drummer of Emperor Of Myself. The rest is history.

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