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The Art Of Pain
03:50
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Tell me what do you need
Trying to be stronger
Unable to speak
Unable to think straight
I don t know what to feel
I don t know what to say
Conflict that triggers emotions
Blocking avoiding ignoring
We don t learn from happiness
Only through pain
People will forget what you said
People will forget what you did
But they will never forget
How you made them feel
I wish Icould give my pain
Just for one moment
Just to understand
How much you hurt
Reaction to my brain
Similar to physical pain
I wish I was stronger
I m not good enough
Don t want to hurt
I don t care at all
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Sunken Eyes
03:45
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Fake smile
Dried eyes
Scratched wrists
Bruised thighs
White pills
Rope tied
Gun loaded suicide
To scream to yell to punch
I will know I will care
I will cry myself instead
Blue lips blue veins
Soon I will be cold again
I shut myself I tell myself
I hate the way you talk to me
When You are not around
When you make me cry
When you read my mind
So many lies
Tears from sunken eyes
I will never rise If you only you knew
You destroyed me in such a painful way
Giving me a look as you walk away
Dear anger
Dear hate
With you I have learned
All the times I failed
I tried to understand
I looked up at the stars
And reached out for you
The close I get
THe further you seem
And you re not gravity
And you are pulling me down
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What I Could Not Forgive
05:04
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I am everything that You lost
Memories getting in the way
There is nothing to forgive
I only hide my pain
There is nothing to forgive
If only somehow
Your words once they are said
your words once they hurt
Sometimes You have to forget
Sometimes You need a reminder
Even now I m in pain
I don t know if that can change
It s tough here without You
It s hard to make you understand
I don t have any words or how
Ever since You came
My life took a different turn
It does not feel the same
I feel so helpless now
Help me to let go of my guilt
Help me to let go of my pain
My lips against your
I will never apologize
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Lost Inside
04:05
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I lost inside a piece of me had died
I don t care about losing anything anymore
I was drowning inside nobody saw my struggle
I was so tired just want to dissapear
Deep inside You knew who I was
A smart and kind always got lost
I find my place between your arms
I find my place lost inside Your soul
You ve got the whole world
And I am so lost
If You know then let me know
Because I am so lost
Never follow anyone s path
Unless You are lost
I don t know how to feel
I am so fucking lost
I didn t lose You
You will search inside You
Past stop tapping me
I don t want to look back
If I jump please let me sink
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All My Feelings Exposed
03:50
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Don t tell me I have changed
I just stopped dealing with you
You promised to take care
I promised nothing
More than I deserve
Why am I such a fool
Tears are your words
I cried a lot for you
My days are broken
Pain and death are a part of me
It s not the tears that measure the pain
Sometimes it s the smile we fake
Hide it in your eyes
Hide it in your smile
You decide
Keep it all inside and destroy me
So here I am
Slowly drifting away from you
And every time I miss
I will remember how much you don t
You will get annoyed by me
You will get bored of me
You will stop talking to me
You will leave eventually
I m often silent when I m screaming inside
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6. |
Six Word Story
03:44
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Something is missing something is wrong
You don t know what it is
It s not easy to explain
But I m trying so much
I have no motivation to succeed
I don t even know why
I hit the point in life
Where I am just done
Fight for your dreams
Never lost your hope
Hard working hands at rest
It broke our hearts to two
I never wanted memories I only wanted you
I watched you suffer
I saw you die
But all I could do
Was sit close by
I hit the point in life
Where I am just done
I have so much to learn
But this much I know
Will you push me to the edge?
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A Return To Emptiness
03:54
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Time heals nothing
Teaches us how to live
It has been said
Time heals all wounds
It s not the darkness in my heart
Just waiting for the sun
When You left You take so much
How can ti be so heavy
When silence is full of answers
I can t describe what is inside
And then it hits me
Are You happy now
That You ve brought me down
Now I can leave easily
The absence of something
Is the heaviest to carry
No place where I can hide
Confidence is silent
Insecurities are loud
The feeling when you re not sad
You just feel empty
I would never imagine
I would become so fucking empty
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October
05:46
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In Your soul saw a big black hole
The time has come that You re dead and gone
October arrives but I m not alive
In Your eyes all I see is lie
All I see is lie
No more pain no more rain
I was there when You came
By the sea You and me
Your eyes reach in me
Your eyes
I stopped explaining myself
When I realised people only understand
I m falling apart right in front of your eyes
Lost myself trying to please everyone else
Would You cry If I wasn t here anymore
Every breath every thought is a war
And I don t think I m winning anymore
Time has come to leave me again
I look around only me
By the sea only me
Now the pain now the rain
Where are You what can I do
I look myself I m in hell
More pain more rain
How I hate this day
How I hate this day
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Emperor Of Myself Athens, Greece
Formed in 2006 as one man band. Dimitris was writing music with the help of his brother Alex on programming the drums. Alex was busy writing his own punk rock music when the offer came to be the main drummer of Emperor Of Myself. The rest is history.
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