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All My Feelings Exposed

by Emperor Of Myself

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1.
Tell me what do you need Trying to be stronger Unable to speak Unable to think straight I don t know what to feel I don t know what to say Conflict that triggers emotions Blocking avoiding ignoring We don t learn from happiness Only through pain People will forget what you said People will forget what you did But they will never forget How you made them feel I wish Icould give my pain Just for one moment Just to understand How much you hurt Reaction to my brain Similar to physical pain I wish I was stronger I m not good enough Don t want to hurt I don t care at all
2.
Sunken Eyes 03:45
Fake smile Dried eyes Scratched wrists Bruised thighs White pills Rope tied Gun loaded suicide To scream to yell to punch I will know I will care I will cry myself instead Blue lips blue veins Soon I will be cold again I shut myself I tell myself I hate the way you talk to me When You are not around When you make me cry When you read my mind So many lies Tears from sunken eyes I will never rise If you only you knew You destroyed me in such a painful way Giving me a look as you walk away Dear anger Dear hate With you I have learned All the times I failed I tried to understand I looked up at the stars And reached out for you The close I get THe further you seem And you re not gravity And you are pulling me down
3.
I am everything that You lost Memories getting in the way There is nothing to forgive I only hide my pain There is nothing to forgive If only somehow Your words once they are said your words once they hurt Sometimes You have to forget Sometimes You need a reminder Even now I m in pain I don t know if that can change It s tough here without You It s hard to make you understand I don t have any words or how Ever since You came My life took a different turn It does not feel the same I feel so helpless now Help me to let go of my guilt Help me to let go of my pain My lips against your I will never apologize
4.
Lost Inside 04:05
I lost inside a piece of me had died I don t care about losing anything anymore I was drowning inside nobody saw my struggle I was so tired just want to dissapear Deep inside You knew who I was A smart and kind always got lost I find my place between your arms I find my place lost inside Your soul You ve got the whole world And I am so lost If You know then let me know Because I am so lost Never follow anyone s path Unless You are lost I don t know how to feel I am so fucking lost I didn t lose You You will search inside You Past stop tapping me I don t want to look back If I jump please let me sink
5.
Don t tell me I have changed I just stopped dealing with you You promised to take care I promised nothing More than I deserve Why am I such a fool Tears are your words I cried a lot for you My days are broken Pain and death are a part of me It s not the tears that measure the pain Sometimes it s the smile we fake Hide it in your eyes Hide it in your smile You decide Keep it all inside and destroy me So here I am Slowly drifting away from you And every time I miss I will remember how much you don t You will get annoyed by me You will get bored of me You will stop talking to me You will leave eventually I m often silent when I m screaming inside
6.
Something is missing something is wrong You don t know what it is It s not easy to explain But I m trying so much I have no motivation to succeed I don t even know why I hit the point in life Where I am just done Fight for your dreams Never lost your hope Hard working hands at rest It broke our hearts to two I never wanted memories I only wanted you I watched you suffer I saw you die But all I could do Was sit close by I hit the point in life Where I am just done I have so much to learn But this much I know Will you push me to the edge?
7.
Time heals nothing Teaches us how to live It has been said Time heals all wounds It s not the darkness in my heart Just waiting for the sun When You left You take so much How can ti be so heavy When silence is full of answers I can t describe what is inside And then it hits me Are You happy now That You ve brought me down Now I can leave easily The absence of something Is the heaviest to carry No place where I can hide Confidence is silent Insecurities are loud The feeling when you re not sad You just feel empty I would never imagine I would become so fucking empty
8.
October 05:46
In Your soul saw a big black hole The time has come that You re dead and gone October arrives but I m not alive In Your eyes all I see is lie All I see is lie No more pain no more rain I was there when You came By the sea You and me Your eyes reach in me Your eyes I stopped explaining myself When I realised people only understand I m falling apart right in front of your eyes Lost myself trying to please everyone else Would You cry If I wasn t here anymore Every breath every thought is a war And I don t think I m winning anymore Time has come to leave me again I look around only me By the sea only me Now the pain now the rain Where are You what can I do I look myself I m in hell More pain more rain How I hate this day How I hate this day

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released August 14, 2020

Recorded mixed and mastered at Empire studio May-June 2020
All songs written by Emperor Of Myself

Dimitris Polizos-guitars,vocals
Alex Polizos-drums,bass


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Emperor Of Myself Athens, Greece

Formed in 2006 as one man band. Dimitris was writing music with the help of his brother Alex on programming the drums. Alex was busy writing his own punk rock music when the offer came to be the main drummer of Emperor Of Myself. The rest is history.

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